HEPPI BESTDAY...SW8 28TH

Salam...aku nak wish semlm..tp awal aku ttdo...coz pg2 mo awal bgn..msuk pulau...ada taklimat utk staff2 then penat dr men futsal...tau laa x lagi stay d pulau...neway hepi bestday...warm wishes 4 u FHY..May Allah Bless U...wink2

Bila Cinta...

Dedicated 2 u FHY..

Time Is Running...

tik...tok...tik...tok...clock is ticking....
huhuhuhu...

Hari2 yg mendatang...

hampir 2 bln da aku keja d KP...x  lagi d pulau...best plaa...blh p mana2 jaa sesuka hati...tp kn miz sgt ngn life d pulau...hehehe ermmm now menghitung hari ni...bila mo kena closed ni blog....by gone is by gone (ada org ckp mcm ni) huhuhuh..iya laaa...sepa juga aku ni kn..berbanding dengan dia yg da bertahun2(myb da lebih 5 thn kot) ko kenal....btl pla apa yg kwn ko pernah bg tau aku dulu...x sangka pula...tp btl pla tekaan aku tu...dr dulu lg aku dah rasakan....sedangkan pantai lagi berubah...ni kan pula manusia..jus 1 klik ja..lol...hurm...tp x apalah...myb dah mcm ni jln hidup....semua x menjadi...hehehe aku akan sentiasa mendoakan kebahagian ko...thx coz selama ni menghargai, menyayangi & memberikan rasa cinta walaupun ianya hanya separuh atau sebaliknya....thx....halalkn segala perbuatan...termakan atau terminum...hanya tuhan yg dapat membalasnya...sekali lagi thx FHY...walaupun aku tidak lagi dapat memiliki cinta mu namun aku akan tetap...IWALY...

Hurmm

ada request pla ni blog mo closed...huh....sayang jg...tp kn FHY..lek laaa..aku x jg exposed ni blog...paling2 yg selalu kacau tu chat diorg hafiz sama azman ja...dun worriedlaa...

LAST N8 ON EARTH..

Sambil aku post dsini sambil aku dengar lagu ni..best...tp dlm 4shared.net blm ada org share lagi...layanz Hari Hijau..

I text a postcard, sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you.
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.


With every breath that I am worth
Here on Earth
I'm sending all my love to you.
So if you dare to second guess
You can rest assured
That all my love's for you


My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you.


My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles 'til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
Did I ever make it through?

This song dedicated to you FHY... 

Sedar x sedar masa telah berlalu dengan pantas...

huh..sedar x sedar dah masuk bulan Oktober laa...Enjoy lagu dari Hari Hijau...



Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends

Some of my raya pix..with astro boy...

raya thn ni x byk gmbr aku ambil..with family pun x ni..kamera aku rosak...lupa pla mo repair sblm raya...ni pix aku with Astro Boy..ni salah sorang anak buah aku...raya thn lepas dia beraya kat semenanjung (mak dia org sana..kwen with my cuz)..mula2 dia ni lari2, merengek...lepas jaa balik sembahyang trus aku ambik then shoot..diam2 terus ni...x plak nak nangis...

ni pulak setelah kekenyangan time beraya tmpt makcik aku...menu thn ni best..tp samalaa tiap2 tahun...

Jangan Mandi Malam

Baca penjelasan di bawah mengenai kes mandi malam. Pada tahun 1983, saya mula gemar bermain badminton dan budaya ini berterusan sehingga tahun 1998. Selalunya saya main pada waktu malam dan sekembalinya saya akan mandi sebelum tidur. Selalunya saya bermain badminton 2 kali seminggu atau lebih. Saya perhatikan bahawa tapak tangan saya semakin basah semenjak saya bermain badminton. Pada penghujung 1980an arwah guru saya mula mengajarkan ilmu bahawa elakkan mandi malam bagi mengelakkan penyakit paru-paru berair.Saya macam percaya dengan tidak kata-kata guru saya ini kerana maklumlah saya lulusan universiti sedangkan guru saya tidak masuk universiti. Saya tidak menolak atau menerima saranan beliau namun saya menjalankan proses sains iaitu membuat proses pemerhatian untuk mendapatkan keputusan.

Bila ada kesempatan ke hospital sewaktu menziarahi rakan atau saudara, saya meluangkan masa berjumpa dengan pesakit yang kena penyakit paru-paru berair. Saya perhatikan pesakit ini ditebuk lubang pada dadanya untuk memasukkan saluran getah kira-kira diameter 5mm. Salur getah ini disambungkan dihujungnya kepada satu beg plastic transparens. Di dalam beg plastik transparens ini terkandung cecair pekat mirip air jus tembikai. Saya mula bertanya kepada pesakit ini tentang penyakitnya serta sejarah hidupnya. Pesakit ini memberitahu saya bahawa beliau kena penyakit paru-paru berair. Setelah berbagai soalan saya ajukan, akhirnya saya dapat satu soalan cepu mas iaitu ada main badminton ke??Pesakit ini memberitahu saya bahawa ia bermain badminton semenjak belasan tahun hingga usia sekarang iaitu lebih 50 tahun.

Ia bermain waktu malam dan selepas bermain beliau akan mandi. Dari proses sains secara membuat pemerhatian ini saya sudah boleh membuat kesimpulan iaitu mandi malam boleh menyebabkan paru-paru berair. Dari satu pemerhatian ini, kajian saya masih belum mantap kerana terdapat pelbagai variable lain yang saya lupa masukkan dalam kajian ini. Dengan itu, saya meneruskan kajian ini kep ada ramai orang lain dan hasilnya menakjubkan. Sememangnya korelasi mandi malam dengan masalah paru-paru adalah tersangat kuat. Dengan ini kesimpulan asal saya adalah tepat dan benar iaitu mandi malam menyebabkan masalah paru-paru seperti paru-paru berair. Pada kira-kira 3 bulan lepas, seorang rakan sekerja saya yang bakal pencen pada Februari ini telah dimasukkan ke Hospital Sultanah Aminah (HSA) kerana masalah paru-paru. Saya bersama beberapa rakan dan Ketua Jabatan datang melawat pesakit ini di HSA.

Apabila sampai dan bertemu pesakit ini, kami terus mengajukan apakah sebenarnya penyakit yang dialami rakan sekerja saya ini. Setelah beliau memberitahu beliau menghadapi masalah paru-paru berair, saya terus mengajukan soalan "Sipolan, engkau selalu mandi malam ke? ". Belum sempat pesakit ini menjawab, isterinya segera mencelah "Dia memang selalu mandi malam. Orang dah pesan jangan mandi malam tetapi dia degil terus mandi malam. Kadang-kadang kalau musim panas, dia ni mandi malam dua kali untuk menyejukkan badannya ". Sahabat saya diam tersipu-sipu lalu berkata "badan dah panas, nak buat apa! ". Begitulah kata-kata orang yang degil. kesan minum air batu Mari kita kupas satu demi satu dan mulakan dengan kesan minum air batu ke atas paru-paru. Mari kita buat eksperimen pertama. Ambil sebiji gelas, masukkan beberapa ketul ais dan tambahkan sedikit air. Biarkan di atas meja untuk tempuh beberapa minit. Perhatikan apa yang terjadi di permukaan luar gelas ini.

Dari eksperimen ini, kita akan perhatikan titisan air di permukaan luar gelas ini. Kesimpulan dari eksperimen mudah in ialah, suhu sejuk dari bahagian dalam gelas boleh menyebabkan proses kondensasi wap air di udara berlaku di mana wap air ini akan bertukar bentuk dari wap kepada air. Dalam anatomi manusia, saluran esofagus adalah saluran yang membawa makanan dan minuman dari mulut ke perut. Di sekeliling saluran esophagus ini terdapat binaan paru-paru. Unit terkecil bagi paru-paru ialah alveolus. Alveolus adalah binaan mirip sebiji belon. Udara di dalam alveolus ini sangat lembab (high humidity).

Apabila seseorang minum air batu seperti jus apel atau jus oren, saluran esofagus menjadi sejuk dan alveolus yang terletak berhampiran esofagus ini juga menjadi sejuk. Keadaan ini akan menyebabkan proses kondensasi wap air berlaku di dalam banyak alveolus menjadi cecair air. Air ini akan terkumpul di dalam alveolus. Apabila proses minum air batu ini berterusan untuk sekian tahun, proses ini juga akan berterusan dan akibatnya ialah semakin banyak air terkumpul di alveolus dan air ini akan mula melimpah ke kawasan alveolus lain.

Air yang terkumpul di alveolus (paru-paru) ini akan mengakibatkan alveolus tidak dapat menjalankan fungsinya iaitu menjalankan pertukaran gas oksigen dan karbon dioksida. Lebih banyak air terkumpul akan mengurangkan bahagian paru-paru untuk menjalankan fungsi asas paru-paru iaitu pertukaran gas oksigen dan karbon dioksida. Itulah sebabnya orang yang gemar dan kerap minum air batu akan cepat mengah bila berbuat aktiviti lasak kerana pertukaran udara di paru-paru tidak mencukupi.Daripada situasi ini, badan bertindak balas menghasilkan satu tindak balas iaitu tapak tangan lembap dan basah. Kajian saintifik ini telah dimantapkan dengan mencari data ujian kes sebenar ke atas sampel-sampel orang yang memang suka minum air batu.

Beratus sampel dikaji dan salah seorang pelajar saya akhirnya memilih tajuk yang berkaitan bagi Projek Tahun Akhir beliau. Saya banyak membantu beliau dan pelajar ini juga sebenarnya banyak membantu saya. Salah satu sampel yang menarik dalam kajian saya ini ialah satu hamba Allah saya namakan Mr Y. Mr Y berusia 48 tahun. Seorang ketua jabatan yang tabiaatnya ialah gemar air batu. Biliknya sentiasa berhawa dingin namun yang peliknya ialah tingkap bilik Mr Y sentiasa terbuka agar biliknya tidak sejuk (panas).

Mr Y juga gemar berbaju dua lapis atau memakai blazer walaupun cuca agak panas bagi saya. Namun yang paling menggelikan hati saya ialah beliau tidak boleh tidur bersama isteri, alasannya ialah bila tidur dengan isteri, siisteri hendak buka kipas syiling tetapi Mr Y tidak membenarkan kerana sejuk. Bagi mengelakkan pergaduhan, isteri tidur dengan anak-anak dengan membuka kipas sementara Mr Y tidur bersendirian tanpa buka kipas. Bagi makluman pembaca sekelian, Mr Y sudah kena simptom "kalah sejuk" iaitu antara pelbagai kesan dari masalah paru-parunya. Dengan ini dirumuskan bahawa:-MANDI MALAM DAN MINUM AIR BATU merosakkan paru-paru.

Ya Allah...

tak pernah ku sangka

aku merasakan

rindu yang begitu hebat

saat kamu tak lagi ada di sampingku

tak pernah ku sangka

hatiku terbakar

saat aku dengar kamu sebut namanya

dan saat kamu bersamanya

Ya allah ya tuhanku
ku mohon kepadamu
masukkan aku ke dalam lubuk hatinya
buatlah dia cinta kepadaku

tak pernah ku sangka
aku patah hati
saat kamu mau pergi
meninggalkan aku yang selalu cinta kamu

tak pernah ku sangka
perih yang ku rasa
sebesar rasa bahagia yang ku rasa
saat dirimu … tangis tertawa

Aku Sayang Pada Mu...

This song didicated 4 u...

Some Of Ragam My Anak Buah...

 pandai pla dia bergaya...















 makin lama pandai pla bergaya

sedar x sedar mereka dah makin cepat membesar...

Terlalu Cinta

Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Aku terlalu cinta dia… 

Y Y Y...

Bila time org kwen..lg ni laa selalu aku nyanyi...hehe lagu beliau2 kenen ni..haahha

Jangan Sakiti Aku

Best Lagu Ni...

~~MINAL AIDIL WALFAIDZHIN 2010 & 2011

~Tiada kad ucapan..hanya SMS tulus ikhlas dari ku "SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN"

~ALLAHU AKHBAR, ALLAHUAKHBAR, ALLHUAKHBAR WALILLAHIL HAMD...mungkin tangan x sempat berjabat, setidaknya kata masih dapat diungkap..setulus hati diucap "SELAMT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN"

~Jambangan lagi indah lagi berseri, menjadi hiasan di Aidilfitri, SMS dikirim pengganti diri, tanda ingatan tak layu dihati, Salam Aidilfitri..maaf Zahir & Batin..

~Di Aidilfitri mulia, maaf dipinta andainya: Terkasar bahasa..bicara..termarah yang tak kena..tertanya tak tentu hala..tersasul yang tak sengaja..terusik yang sengaja & perkara2 mengusik jiwa..Mohon maaf segalanya..SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN"

~begitulah pesanan SMS yg diterima pengganti kad ucapan yg selalunya dikirim..ada banyak lagi..tp malas mo post dsini...huhuh raya tahun ni...mcm x best...hujan jaa...ermmm myb tahun depan (klu panjang umur laa) mo juga aku beraya diperantauan...hanya ucapan pengganti diri..myb best beraya dnegara org..huhuh bagi aku raya tetap raya...sama jaa....kemeriahan hanya dirasa oleh kanak2..seperti time aku kanak2 jg (hehehe terkenang pla time budak2)...mungkin ya atau x...tapi itulah yg sedang aku rasakan now...klula boleh...aku taip lebih panjang lebar lagi kisah hari raya thn ni...myb x mampu dtampung oleh server (hhuhuh)..iyalah..mana x nya panjang...terlalu byk kesah (kisah) yg sering berjalan seiring dgn masa...ada yg dpt mengukir senyuman....bagi mereka yg mengenali diri ini (sia laa bee sepa lg tei) samada yg besa2 or btl2 kenal ni (mcm ckp org kk plaa ada ni..yg anu ni..heheh) kesempatan sebeginilah yg ingin ku ambil..utk memohon apa2 yg patut...

~~broken marriage...

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and
soon to be married, I hope you will be touched with this story...

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and
said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know
what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly,
why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the
chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't
talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what
had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory
answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just
pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated
that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent
ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for
her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I
had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of
me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a
kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several
weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something
at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell
asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not
care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want
anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a
life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a
month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken
marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to
recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of
our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going
crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd
request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to
face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was
explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we
both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy
in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to
the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in
my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about
the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the
office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my
chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I
hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she
was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair
was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I
wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy
returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was
growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry
her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me
stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few
dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my
dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so
thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her
heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an
essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer
and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I
might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms,
walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her
hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;
it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held
her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I
held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked
intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the
door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked
upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not
want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have
a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I
won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I
didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each
other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on
our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed
the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my
wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and
wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I
run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a
relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the
bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot
give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend
and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a
real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they
were to success when they gave up....